Of job changes and more

I changed jobs. It feels a bit of everything!!Job chnages are like extra marital affairs.You know they are bad...........but something pulls you to better assets;)
I have a team to care of , and the young chaps are naughty but pretty interesting!!Hoping some nice times.
After the Mumbai seige, I have become very numb!!Dont even feel like saying anything.Who is listening anyways?Where is the world going?The country came to a literal standstill with teh TV in view for a motley group of young lads to loved their guns better than their books!! They killed people for reasons they best know, and we looked at the TV, called friends and relatives back in munbai and heaved a sigh of relief when we heard they are safe.Next day, we all went to work, smiled , shared joked and blamed the politicians. Thats it!!Our duties are over.
Three celebrated officers were lost.My neighbour with a huge grin " I am happy that I did not let my son join the army" she said.Yes , friends, we have displayed a champion's performance in selfishness this time around.Applauds!!
Peopel criticised and said " the policemen and politicians in this country are soooooo incompetent" over hot cups of chai and may be few round pegs and then slept in the safe comforts of their blankets , happy with the thougt that is time around it was not Bangalore or lucknow.But people died.they were killed. Innocent Indians, tax payers, family men, young professionals and even tourists.
I am angry. Cant write. I am sad ,emotions for the common man like dont enhance expression, they numb it.I am numb. Will somebody show me the light,please??